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my name is chris and i am a submissive masochist sissy. i wish to serve and be dominated by Women. Up until about 5 years ago, i lived a double life, part vanilla and part "kinky", a condition that was always a bit of a struggle for me. in about 2017 i came to the realization that i am not suited for normal relationships and that my true place is that of cuckold slave. or the closest thing to that i can be. As such, i see myself as sexually unsuitable and therefor do not seek normal sexual relations at all. i am, however, an object to be used how ever is seen fit by the Woman i serve, which may include sexual use of any kind.<br/><br/>i am here in hopes of establishing new connections that might help me bring about some realization of this ,ideally in the form of a 24/7 lifestyle. i am also interested in more casual and less committed forms of servitude and BDSM play including torture, humiliation and performing domestic service.<br/><br/>i am into the idea of total submission where i have no say whatsoever and must simply obey. i want to be Her's to use and abuse as She sees fit. Ultimately i would like to be owned by a Mistress that i can give total devotion to. It is essential that i find Her attractive, for this is what will drive my devotion to Her and my eagerness to please and obey Her. She need not take any sexual interest in me at all, but ideally be willing to use Her attractiveness to me as one of many ways to exercise Her power and as a way in which to torment me. It would be my wish to be attractive to Her and i would strive to be in my sissy submissive way.<br/><br/>Other things that i am interested in possibly pursuing are virtual domination (preferably where there is a possibility for eventual real life domination, but not necessarily). receiving slave training, opportunities to serve and promote the FemDom lifestyle and culture. and opportunities to participate as a sissy slave submissive in FemDom videos.<br/><br/>Thank You for viewing my profile. Please message me if You would like.